Fuck. I feel so morbid today again. This has been a really awful week. I had to go with my baby cousin to get an abortion cause she was assaulted :( I feel like I'm just walking around at work like a ghost. It's like i'm watching everyone, but they can't see me. People have been weird with me at work. Maybe I'll be laid off. That would be great... I know that sounds weird...but I've never not worked...I'd like to take a month off, collect unemployment and figure shit out.
I'd love to be like a Rachel Zoe...a fashion stylist
Or a fashion consultant. somehting like that.
I've always had a knack to be able to look at people and decide what would make them look the best!
I used to do it to all my friends...put makeup on them, do their hair and give them makeovers. They would end up looking spectacular!
anwyays...i'm just really morbid right now...and it's helping me not eat. I just feel like this big knot in my tummy. I feel so bad for her and I want to do something...i just wish i could kill this mofo! anywyas...as long as I'm their for her...that's what she needs.
fuck. im depressed.
ill be back monday...or if i can sneak in an entry over the weekend...that would be great..but prolly not cause i have my b/f watching over me.
xoxo
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