Scale N/A

Well, hello! Hope you all had a great weekend!!! Mine was good...any time off work is wonderful!
I can't weight myself today! ahh! The scale has some large piece of equipment on it! lol. I had a decent weekend with eating.
Today is good so far. I've had my coffees and 2 all bran bars. I need to be skinny by Sunday! 8 lbs and I will look skinny. Right now I just look slim. BLEH! So, friday we are going on a double date...and sunday is thanksgiving...my whole family will be their..i need to look good! So..I will be perfect this week :) I ran 10k yesterday... 752 calories burned...I'm also going to run tommorow...thursday and friday before we go out! I WILL BE in the 15x's by friday! Why the hell is it sooo hard to get their??? It's like my body isn't letting me! Usually when that happens...I think your body needs a boost...something different...so the exercise should kill it!
You know what? I go crazy when I know that women I don't like are losing weight. For me, it;s like a competition. No woman I dislike can be thinner than me! My b/f's ex is losing alot of weihgt....she'll never have my body..but still...she's not allowed to be thin-ish. Also, she has a major history of yo-yoing. Like..the whole time i've known her..she's been VERY large...I'm talking in the 200's. But...she's good at losing weight...and now is close to my weihgt...so...i have to lose more...just to be safe. Is that crazy of me? Do you guys get like that too??
anyways...lunch today..some celery, some cherry tomatoes, a yogurt and a sandwich which i will throw out!
maybe i'll jog again tonight if my joints feel ok
xoxox